I have been finished with student teaching for 5 days and I still don't know what to do with myself. Every time I look at the clock I think about what I would be doing with my students right then. 9:00 - writing, 11:30 - math drills, 1:45 - centers. I miss them. A lot.
However, it is now time for me to get my own job and my own classroom. I have interviewed at 4 different schools, two of which seem promising. I haven't been offered a job yet (or an open contract - which I think is unfair. Not because I didn't get one, but it makes all involved feel bad. My best friend got one and she felt bad because she didn't understand why she got one and her friends didn't. I felt bad because I don't know what I did wrong. Regardless of the side one it on, feelings of uncertainty linger.) All well. I know that the perfect job is waiting for me and what ever school hires me will get a kick-ass teacher!!!